updates

time for me to update.well, now i was feeling really upset with myself..because this time round my results didn't really imrpove..it's all bs..really nonsense!i really hate that..and my gpa was really lousy once more..it was disappointing..perhaps i think god was punishing me.as i was aim too much and he thinks i'm greedy.Hence, to prevent that to happen to me, i shall not always lose temper when things can't work well and being so "disrespectful".i felt so guilty about this.I never did what i have promised to my aunt.She was not disappointed but she told me 1 thing.she advised me to give up my latin and concentrate more on my studies and foriegn bodies.came thinking that, although i was struggling inside me but i feel that maybe i shall not be too involved in my ballroom anymore.Because firstly, i have no partner and secondly,my seniors was ostrasizing me as they feel that i was a traitor as i was a fb member so most of the performances, they always try to cut my part and in fact what i always do was to do very well and show out all my ability.that was to shut their trap and prove them totally wrong.Now, hopefully i can find a partner soon.but studies comes first.i'm going to fully make use well my remaining 2 yrs to climb up fast and real high.i'm not going to let the other people to step on my head.i'm going to do what i have sweared to promise my aunt and going to overseas for my attachment.