Holidays!!

heys! it's has been ages since i have updated my blog..haha!because i have exams to handle..talk about that, i really hope this time round, i can really do well and i really want to!!hopefully can!well, it's holidays! but is not holidays for me after all.why do i say that?Aiya, dance copetition coming and performances coming up too.hence,i can't avoid training and practising..hahaha! Not only that, i also have to work part time for my own allowance.And, i really need money!!money!money!aww...i really desparate for you!!i want to buy this shoes which i had seen at this particular shoe shop and this clothes and this and that...ahhhh!! money still speaks the loudest!!MONEY!!haha!okay enough of money!that makes me sound like i'm so money minded..well, all this time, i really got sick and tired of these guys coming to me and sweet talked to me how much they love me, how much they want to get me..CRAP!!all is bullshiting!!that what i want to say!! what love relationships?!that is crap!!so what if they got me? in the end, they will just completely ignore me and just walked out of me.Okay! i had enough of their nonsense!!what communication breakdown?lame excuses!He might as well just say i don't love you!!that will be the best to let me know!to save his breath..hhaha!Now i shall really enjoy my singlehood!!to me, what i really hope is to find a guy who actually really knows how to love me and knows what i really want..i don't expect so much but to hope they know my existence and really loves me a lot..anyway i really thank my few of my friends who showed concern for me when i was terribly sick and lost..i really feel touched!!thanks hazi , zee,fiona and faz who gave the confidence that i'm capable to achieve!!zhennan too!!samuel wishes too!i heard of somethings which i find quite true..if a guy still loves you, he will come to you eventually..how true it is..but a girl although they said they don't love you, never believe thses words, because, they still loves you more than you do..