misses...

heys!back to updates!! well, i finally can have fun with my friends,pat,yi qing and 2 of their classmates,yi xian and wee ling!!wow!! i really enjoyed this outing because it has been a long time ever since we met up!! we went for bowling at kallang bowling centre!! hey you know, that is the very first time i have stepped into bowling centre and first time have a feel of how bowling really likes..hahahah! i'm so xua gu!!hahahhaah!but it is my first time!!as i have never played bowling before in all my 20 years of life??hahahahah! actually we did planned for ice skating but when we saw the price....oh man!!the $$$$...forget it then..hahahahha!but i really have a good experience of taking the bowling ball and it is really heavy and i was like carrying a watermelon!!haha! but strangely is, i never know i scored quite moderately..as i just followed how the bowlers played.but we really enjoyed this game!woohoo!!after bowling, we went for lunch cum dinner. we went to the japanese restaurant for buffet!Guess what? we ate quite a lot that we felt so bloated!!but the food were indeed delicious and worth it after all!!then after that, we went home but yi qing asked me to tag along with her to tampines mall for shopping of her cosmetics..hahah! and i got a membership card as she bought the amount exceeded the requirements!!haha!so we talked a lot regarding about relationships.she asked me how's relationship with this guy ,sean.In fact, i had never had a relationship at all.as guys walked away from me when it's near to getting into it.it's kind of sad but well that's really me.i'm just not suitable to have a bf after all.guys just treat me like a jinx.never want to be with me.but i can understand because, they will never want to be a girl who just lives in the world of dancing and studying.boring girl..that what they might be thinking.haha! but i was not upset after all but i just felt lost initially..actually, when this guy date me out, although physically i'm beside him but my heart is somewhere else.i realised i just can't lay my heart on him.i can't.seriously..i can't accept another guy again.hence, i stay single and i found that it was a release to me..and now studies and dance shall be my everything!! competition coming!belle!!jiayous!! or bella la!hahahahah!