Reflection and goals

Hey my diary..it has been ages since i ahve updated you..haha!As for now, i have been busy working and dancing at the same time.Why must i work now?Simple reasons are aiming hard to go to correspondent overseas university in future after my 3 years in nyp..hahaha! that was too early to said..is like a chinese saying,"ba zi hai mei yi pie,qi shi shuo de tai zao le!"haha! But i will make it possible at all cost!! I don't mind sacrificing my tv time,my play time..hahaha! for next semester i'm not going to repeat my mistakes of being overstressed up which actually screwed up my results this time round..even people said i scored quite okay but to me is A NO NO!oh my..that is the most lousiest results i ever got..i came in with score of 3.8 plus..yet now is really dropped badly..because of so many bs in my modules..strangely is my answers in my papers are actually is an a grade..how come the results is os different from what i know? Aiya! forget it! it's over!! For now,is time for me to stand up and buck up!!No more stupid distractions!! Now i'm free!Yahoo! Hopefully now, i really hope to study medicine to save lives!! this is a very big dream,i know..but i'm going to make it possible! My aunt said that i'm not going to make it but i will prove it!! I will! you shall see,my aunt! Now learning latin rumhba is really hard..because you feel yourself being in love..i just can't get this feeling..it's so hard..hahaha! but i will try! Yes i'm going to learn paso doble tommorrow! the difficult section in latin!!today is really tiring because i have learn the new down rythm and just can't really get it perfectly right!! sad!!okies shall update more!!