"'Events''

Hi! Is quite sometime ever since i updated my diary!Because i was really busy with my nephew's matters...what's now? he's contacted with chickenpox!!! Oh my! that really scares me!! My first reaction is:"what can i do? i was never being contacted by this diease!! I can't get it!CAN'T1!!" i have my hip hop exam, upcoming reharsals,part-time job!!It is really a NO-NO to me!! But well, one thing my aunt is right, she told me to take it naturally,don't get so upright about it..it will make things worse and eventually screw up. So come thinking back,i should not worry so much and unduly..just..take it in stride.i rememberd when i was primary 3,i sat with a girl who contacted chickenpox(she just recovered).hahaha! That was ages ago already. Meanwhile, all these days, i was practising hard my latin...my legs and my waist are so aching and pain!! but i was happy that i corrected my mistakes!!woohoo!! Hi-five man ISABELLE!! still, i was suffering insomia,,worried my studies results,,i know is over but i really can't help me at all..i really don't want to score the worse and not up to my expectations! Now, i was sharpening my techinques for my latin and hopefully can do as well as my seniors then find a suitable partner who can relate with me..hahaha!For the time being, i hope my nephew can recover as soon as possible..poor boy, so young and has to suffer so much..and i can't really help much as i don't know how...i feel so bad about it..and i really hope i can start work as soon as possible to earn some allowance and lessen my father and my aunt's burdens..and scrimp for my plan to study overseas..hahaha! I was inspire by my family doctor as he encouraged me to pursue my studies at overseas to get a doctrate..i know is too early to judge and say but i'm going to work for it!!plus my dance too,latin and hip hop!! Be the recognised and good dancer!! Better than my sister,Gladys!! I hate to be a second fiddle!! I don't want to live under her shadow!! i want to create my own name!! but i will prove itin this area and my studies!! Is hard but i'm going to work for it and strive!!i'm also not going to care how people look at me.If they are not happy or critisized me, i will just do it!! but some critisims, i will take it and work on it! okies, i shall end here! tata!