Realise

Hi!! Today is actually quite a hectic day for me!! Especially in the morning.Because, my nephew is sick!oh my, after my niece,it's his turn!It is like a cycle to me.so my family has to rush him to the clinic to see the doctor..and his fever was unable to subside and it is very worrying.And, my job interview was indeed fine as i just submitted my application,wait for the call to ask me to go fro work!! Yes!! finally can earn some money!! Or else i'm really broke!! I really in need of money for driving lesson and dancing too!! Because i really hope that, i can join the competitions for latin!! Finding a partner is really tough!!hahaha! But never mind, i shall improve my body expressions and facial too!Besides, techiniques is equally important too!! Aha! That part i must put extra effort in this and showtime!!Of course, weight is also the most important element and i'm trying hard to maintain and even attempt to lose.In fact,i had lost 2kg!! Yahoo!! Yes, i know is bad for me but i don't mind at all! Then,i felt much better after confiding to my very close friend (a.k.a my sister). we shared a lot and she gave me a lot advices and this made me realised that,letting it go shall be the bset medicine. And she sent me many good phrases from bible and it is really meaningful...therefore, i always pray to god and told him about how i feel and my worries to him.Well, i also hope god may bless my family and my friends who loves me and treasure me!!Now, i was really looking forward to meet my friends during this holidays and my part-time job!!Also, my dancing!!Today, i realised that looking out for each other is really important and i had learnt that we must treasure for what we have.Losing may not be a bad thing but what i had lost is actually can a gain to me! i gained my aunt's concern to me, my friends' around me!! So....single isn't a bad thing!! In fact, i'm always single!!Is just that the guys just come and go...Now, affinity is not important to me and i shall just wait and see! Shall stop here!Tata!