Home sweet home

Hi! my diary,do you know what i dream of last night which leads me when my sister wake me up? Ha!I dreamt of myself crying buckets of tears in front of my aunt,keep saying that,i'm not going to do well in my exams!!Of course, my aunt did feel frustarted and told me off. okay, enough of this!Just try not to imagine so much,Isabelle!! But why i can't just let go?? Why?? Sigh...Just because i hate to fail again?!Don't wanna to be a laughing stock?? Yes!! I admit that i'm like that!! I don't want to let people around me down!! I don't want to be the lousiest and hate to lose!! Hate to be tortise!!haha! Anyway, my sister,Gladys was having her last paper today! Just wish her luck because she has not eating well for this past one week..as she was suffering from stress..i do understand how she feel because i was once in her shoes and i'm even worse! Not only, i don't really eat much, i even lost around 4kg! As i know,i was actually at the brink of underweight when my doctor told me to watch out for my body...yeaps!As for now,my niece was having high fever due to sore throat..hope she really get well soon!! As this one month, she was already being sick for at least quite a lot times..poor sherrianne,my niece..please really get well!!Well, till now, i can't really sleep well and perhaps suffering from insomia..but keep waking up early as usual to accompany my aunt to the doctor for her screening..woohoo! now i can't wait to start dancing for foriegn bodies!!lol! I missed my hip hop training as i must really train hard to be like my seniors to join competitions and be the best dancers!!haha!Sounds really ambitious but i'm going to work on my both areas,dance and my studies!! My life line!! Tommorrow is my part time job interview!! Hope i do well and so happy i can earn some pocket money!!yahoo!okies, i shall stop here and update more!Auf wiedersehn!(goodbye in german)