updates

back for updates! i realised i took very long time to update my blog!haha!hmm..i was really cooped with my studies as i know myself that i'm not smart,not a good student whom always score well.that is why i need to work harder than other people.Now i was getting worried.because my industrial micro was super horrible compared to the others which were not well done too.why?why must this always happen to me?why can't i get what i want?why i can't outshine others?am i really that useless or lousy?maybe..now it just left a few more weeks to exams..and my studying pace is really slow and not productive. well, perhaps take it slow will be better because no point rushing after all.i won't still score the best even i study much faster than the others.efforts counts and wisdom counts too! but i never give up.i don't believe my studies will never do well,i don't believe i'm a useless person whom has no achievements.i don't believe.seriously.as for dance, after my o school locking course,i spent around 30 mins almost everyday to practise and brush up my techniques and basics.but locking, i really envious of the people whom has the chance to show their talents out.When it will be my turn?i really hope to have this day.just this day when i can really show to so many people i can!so many people are fighting and i guess my chances are really slim..although it actually made me feel disheartened but i still tell myself this day will come to me.keep myself positive.yes!i still believe i can do well in my stduies and hope to get a bursary or maybe a scholarship for myself,hoping to shine on stage one day doing locking.Now, i was planning to work hard in my biolife science sale to save up money to learn popping.it sounds abit impossible but i'm going to venture out this genre..haha!