Tuesday, June 29, 2010

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Hi! updates again! well, i have been really busy for these days and now i'm still having common tests!this time common tests is no more playing matter..and i shall not take it lightly anymore.i became really worry as my human biology paper really like screwed up? sigh..i made so many mistakes and i supposed i lost a lot of marks..i really don't know how it will be like for my grade of this module...now i shall work double hard for my other sections so as to get really really good results for my 1st semester overall.in fact now, suddenly, i missed my days in foreign bodies when i got to see my friends and trained together.As now, i have left around 4 more lessons in O school..but i will also missed the times i spent learning in O school too! because, i really learnt so much in locking and i found myself really love locking so much!! in my room, i would just practise my locking be it relaxing or relieving my study stress..well tommorrow it's my last paper,cell techonology!! i really have to buck up and fight and fight!! Come on!!!shall end here..tschus!

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

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heys! updates again!haha! i shall start now writing! today, after our make up lesson of human biology practical, philemon,peiru and me went off to do our marketing interview. First, we went to peiru house as she forgot her ezlink card.haha! then we went to philemon house to get his gift for the interviewer. wow! i had a good"adventure" of running house to house.! but it was quite fun which i hought. then we took a taxi to toa payoh which is philemon's mother workplace. we met uncle francis whom is our interviewer. You know, i really learnt so much about apple mac products!our recording time was 12 mins and 23mins! wow! i never expect it would take up that long! As we expect a 2 mins interview by him. And during the proccess of interview, philemon realised that uncle francis was not looking at him but he was looking at me instead! that was what he told me just now when we were having lunch with his mum! peiru was like"eh eh isabelle!" hey! i really don't know!i just smiled wnhen looking at the camera and him!it's a form of respect!haha!then we went to bishan to have lunch again together! philemon surpirsed me as he followed us too! that was really a breakthrough for him as he never goes out with us before!but i really enjoyed going out with them!! haha! we chatted a lot and shopped round junction eight!then after that around 5pm, i went home with philemon and peiru went separate way as she lives in yio chu kang.phil was really shy when he sat beside me and we chatted a lot! i found him open out to me! yeahs! phil! finally you are able to talk well!enjoyed talking to you! he even tagged a lot of comments in my facebook! yeahs! well shall stop here! tschus!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

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Just click on this link and watch this video!haha! the song title is wedding dress by taeyang. it was quite long already but i just love his moves and his style of dancing. The story behind is showing that he falls in love with this girl but this girl was in love with her fiancee. he has to keep his love and she never knows. It was quite sad to witness the girl whom you love marries someone else..haha! okay enough of this! don't make me fall in love just beacuse seeing this video. I'm waiting for the right guy to come to me when the time is right for me. It will always be ups and downs but the right guy will always walk this journey with you no matter what happens..never abandon you in times of hardshp and always stay together no matter how difficult this route is..he will love you more than you love him and treasure you a lot.His heart will also filled by just only your presence.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

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Hi! updates again! well for today, i went to the it fair with yi qing after doing my school projects and revisions. the it fair in suntec city is really so packed and crowded! wow! yi qing managed to buy a mp3 for herself!haha! but i saw a lot of apple mac, and so many laptops and mp4 so on!haha! then we went to bugis street and junction to shop around. As what my sister val has requested a black frame big spectacles from me, i went to search for the specs and i'm glad that i found it in bugis street and bought it for her! 10 dollars quite worth for it! actually i feel like buying another one but i did not.Because, i need to wait till i have enough money so i can buy one and change the lens.haha! then we met pat and have dinner together! the pepper lunch meal was really nice! it was since ages i ate rice! usually, i don't eat rice and today i was eating it! well, i was quite tired now and studying my tests at the same time. hopefully, i can do well in my studies,dance and even my free lance job. hopefully, i can help as many people as possible with the products i had! i don't expect much but i hope to see improvements! shall stop here! do feel free to tag me! tschus!

Friday, June 11, 2010

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hi! well another update again!! well this 2 weeks are going to be really busy for me! today i had managed to get 2 appointments done within this week!! hopefully can go well! i pray hard for it! today, i had a great time learning locking! new steps and new styles! wow! i really learnt so much and greatly appreciated ian, who is my dance instructor taught us so much for the 2nd lesson of my course!i realised being individual and relaxed is really important!! And locking is a dance with character! well i will have to work hard on this! Neverthless, i have to really study real hard for this common test on week 11!! Gosh! please really do bless me to do really well for my 2nd yr because my 1st yr was really lousy! i don't wish to have my history repeated!! isabelle! you have to really buck up and work double hard! Do you remeber what is your dreams? what is your promise?what is your worth? Don't dwell! Don't procastinate!! time is running out you know?! Be funky in your studies too!! prove it!! to make these people who looked down shut their trap!! i shall make it real short because i need to study and study!

Thursday, June 10, 2010

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hi! i'm updating again! well..for now, school was quite tiring for me and i have so much work to do!!projects and reports!!haha! you know, my molecular bio reports had finally gotten back! ahhh! Mr alvin told me he could have given me A grade for both of my reports!1 So sad!!! i got b+ for both of my reports!! why not A??But never mind i will work really hard for my last report! so as my other module reports and tests!! tests coming in week 11!! wow! 2 weeks of studying! i'm afraid time running fast! and i worried i can't catch the time well! isabelle! you jolly well buck up!! no more distractions! no more dilly dally! no more fun time too! well in fact, i don't play! i keep studying and studying! Hopefully can do well this time round! Molecular bio project hopefully can done by this weekend! cos i have compiled the info and ready for sending to philemon! had a good talk with him and i realised he was really a funny person! well, in fact he was really a good friend! he helped me so much! thanks! For now, i really can't wait to learn locking on every fri at o school! it is quite hard but i really loved this class!! but i need to practise!haha! well, everything has to go through hard work! yeaps! Then again, these days in class or in lab, i realised that 1 of my guy classmates was secretly looking at me..is not i'm sensitive but he really does! strange! but i'm not that so attractive that you keep looking at me right?haha! there are so many beautiful girls out there! please don't target me! because i'm a just an ordinary girl! nothing special about me and guys won't fall for a girl like me seriously! for now, relations are always making me lose hope..because guys come and go..well okies! jaiyous for my german tommorrow!! i better do well in german too!! tschus!!

Monday, June 7, 2010

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hi! once again! well, i feel like updating once more as i realised i have not been updating my blog for quite a long time.So far, my life was not as smooth as what i expected..talk about that, i shall touch on what happened recently. last sunday, i had my 2nd appointmnet with my aunt for my comapny venture era. In fact, i was not expecting to close any deal whenever i had my appontments. what i really want is people will respect what we are promoting and what we are selling because i want people to gain benefits from their health. My aunt was suffering from diabeties which is classified type 2 diabeties. It is defined as lifestyle diabeties.it has been haunting her for 30 odd years already and i joined this company is because i did want to changer her life and hope she would get better if i showed her the products.but in fact, this appointment turned out to be very saddening.aS I started off my presentations, my aunt became very defensive and she was full of objections of what i was doing..okay this i don't mind. i know she would object as due to her character but what really hurts me most is after 5mins, she just took her shower towel and walked to the bathroom and left me in the living room staring at my senior.My senior was trying her best to help me as much as possible.I really feel grateful for her as she could tell that i was trying to hold back my emotions. Well, then i just keep my smile and asked if she would contiue to listen to me.Then, my 2nd aunt was giving an expression which showed"if you continue saying, don't regret if i would give a tight slap on your face".that was how she told me through her lips talking. Hnece, i did get a chance to show anything and i sent my senior to downstairs.At the lift, she gave a me a hug and i don't know why i just broke down in front of her. Worst is today that stupid bellecaptain took my name away from the list as i could only work on sundays only.And it already making me felt so upset. i could not hold back anymore so i cried. This is the very first time i cried. I seldom cried in my life because to me, crying is nothing and no one will sympathise you. I always tell myself to be brave and strong because i was alone facing so much and it has all by myself. i kept my problems and never said a single thing to my aunt except my 3rd sis valerie. Because she was the only one who supports what i do.i really feel so thankful lord has give me a wonderful sister who always supports me through my journey in nyp for now. I shall really do very well in my studies,dance and this job so as to show and prove something. And, i hope i can really buy a vest for her which she requested as a promise to me. For now, i can't afford cos i did not earned much but i will try my best val. because it was a promise to you.okies? i really hope i can work hard to get myself promote 2 levels up so as to prove myself and helped as many people as possible. But now seems that, no one supports me for what i am doing..i felt really demoralised after the sunday incident but i really hope just to have support of my friends and people whom i don't know will be good enough..tests is coming in week 11 and i was really worried. i don't wish to be like yr 1 when i did not do well for my tests due to so much distractions. Now, i shall put my full concentrations in my tests and score very well..god please bless me for my journey and what i really aiming for..i don't wish to get tired and upset. i want to become the sunshine girl and the girl who contributes greatly to people around me and people whom i really loved a lot too..please bless me to give me strength to work hard to be come a foreignsic pathologics which is my dream..or child specialist..i hereby sincerely hear from you,my lord.

Friday, June 4, 2010

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hi! wow! it's has been quite a long time ever since i updated my blog. Because i was really too busy with my school work, studying time and my dance..this is as usual for me..haha! Back to the topic now. well, for now, i had not been going to foriegn bodies for like 3 weeks? why? haha! i was having locking dance course at o school!yeahs! finally! i paid for my locking via my salary earned working part time! i felt really happy because everything comes from my own! yesterday in fact, i enjoyed my very first locking course and my instructor, ian was really dope!wow! i wished i could be like him one day! isabelle! work harder okay? don't let your dreams fly away from you! you missed too much! you can't afford to lose again! but still..alot of brushing still need to be done..yeaps! Now..studies and dance are my most important goals i'm aiming really hard. And recently, i was being recruited to venture era as sales agent for biolife science company..i felt really happy working there.thanks to zakir who recruited me in surpirse after talking to me about her definations of biolife..hopefully, i can get promoted as high possible and i'm working hard to make more appointments!! god please help me too! i want to save and help as amny people during this 2yrs in poly and even outside too! My dream was to be come a child specialist or a foriegnsic pathologics but i'm still aiing for these two first because i was very upset that my aunt said i would never make it..but..i'm going to prove to her! no way i'm going to cry just like that?! isabelle! that's not you! recently, andre, he was really a pest, he keep stalking me whereever i'm doing..and i scolded him yesterday in s mooth manner..i can't bring myself to be fierce..and i'm so happy to have my sister,val with me all along..and i love her friends a lot! they made me realised that firends can be really wonderful! i met my 2 simei juniors too! had fun with them! hope one day we can go out together! i'm waiting for this! okies! i shall stop here! i was taking a short break from studying and reports..tschus! jiayous for my german test this friday!