Happy teacher's day!!

Today is teacher's day!! First i would like to wish my teachers(plus my aunt too!) a happy teachers'day!!hahahaha!Talk about that, i really missed life in college east...why do i say so?Hmm...because, that is the place where i really found my goals and my directions!yeaps!lol..In fact, actually, i missed what i had during my days spent there..i missed the times when doing experiements with my friends,having fun with them and times when they would sound me out and giving me advices when i'm at lost..even though,initially, i really resent of going to this school as i was thinking:Isabelle!!You used to scoring decently well in class!Somemore is from express class!!How come must ended up coming to this school?!It's so embarrassing!!It sounds really offending but that was my real thoughts before stepping into this school..haha! During these 2years, i really enjoyed the process in learning and also found my fear to overcome my weakest point in life which is maths!!Now, i always tell myself that i must really solve all different kinds of questions even though they are really hard!Besides, during these past 2years, actually a lot of rumors and scandals had happened to me before..lol!To this particular person dedicated, i really thank him for helping me so much and knowing him at first place really gives me pleasant experiences..but can we still be good friends?i'm really sorry because i hope u can know me more deeper than this...Hope u can sore higher and do well in your studies and forget about me, this unfaithful and unloyal girl u meet before..well, i shall stop here!haha!Hope life will be better for me and everyone!

My first entry of diary

Hi! this is my first entry of my diary! Holidays are here! After all is time for me to relax and rest.However, i don't understand i can't really sleep well and my mind just can't stop thinking of my results...I keep giving myself a lot expectations to strive for what i want as i know that i went up to path which is longer than other people and failed too many times in the past.To be very honest, I was really very upset to found out that my best friend,jen just got cancer.I told myself that i will not cry when i know it.Because i suppose she won't want to see me get emotional about her condition.But i believe strongly that she will get well soon! May god really watch over and bless her! Recently, my aunt jus got out from the hospital.And now after my exams, i spend most of the time to take care fo her..although on surface, i don't show my feelings that i was worried for her but in fact, i did feel that inside my heart...Because i really love her as my aunt soa as my mum!!For now,My dancing and studies shall be my 1st pirority in my life!! As for my affinity, perhaps i really want to take some time to find someone who will share what i told him,understands and really be at my side when i'm really down and have a shoulder to cry on..i know i don't cry but there are times when i do feel emotional and in need of someone to confide to and understand what i mean to them in their heart.yeaps!hahah! Well,i shall forget about this imagination i had inside me.Because it is not possible to me at all.i don't believe that there is true love in life but i believe in kinship,friendship and God.At first, i thought that this guy from sp, knows me well when we know each other for 2years but in fact he don't.Everything has to be spell out to him and i shall put an end to it..as i know i'm sorry but i ahve to.Maybe is good to be good friends than procceed on to relationships.Now i shall pursue my dreams because i really want to go overseas to study in future and hopefully can bring my aunt along too!hahah! But that won't take long which i really hope so!hahah! Well okies...is quite late already..so good night my diary! More updates shall put on!!