Wednesday, July 14, 2010

updates

Hi! time for updates! well, it has been some time ever since i updated my blog.As for now, so many things happened. and it was not reflecting good after all..i just don't understand why evil triumph over good? it was truly unfair, that witch whom cheated on us in our construction of our new house won the case. it's really infuriating! she is the swindler and she won?! law is really blind and i will never believe that law is fair and square. Now, what we can hope is to see this devil got punished for what she has done to us. i will make sure! and hope she will really suffer worse than death! she is too evil..too evil..i believe god will punish people like her one day..now i was worried for my tests..and i had to tell myself to work really hard as i told mysef before and the resolutions set beforehand for myself. Now i also working hard for my locking..i really wish to join competitions and show my skills but it is really hard to get recognise because in my cca, there are dancers whom also dancing locking but they always fighting for recognisation..when will i get the chance?when? it's so hard but still, i will never give up..i will keep training hard and practise hard. i don't wish to see myself really falling apart and losing my motivation..i have been feeling really upset because so many things happened and i realised i was really useless and incompetent. my studies was not really reflecting well on what i want as for now..really upset and i really hope to fulfil my dreams to really help the people in need and people who suffer grieveances and unfairness. because i'm always in this situation. i really have to step out and lend my hands to them. i will never going to care what people said about me and think about me. they will never agree to what i want to do but i still go ahead for what i want to do.Because this is what i have aim for.